ummm... yeah...

so what do i have to say today? not really quite sure... been quite stressed out lately and had a lot of things on my mind. many changes are happening and there have been a lot of people who have moved out of my life. there has also been some revelations about some people who i have known for a while and i have found out some things that will forever change some people's lives.

anyways, i've come to realize that my blog has been quite emotionless. it's been more of a recap of my life and not so much about how i've been feeling or what has been going through my head. but then i thought about what i would write and i thought people who actually read my blog might think i was whining and complaining all the time. sooooo... i thought i would do the normal recaps and change it up a bit with the sporadic "i'm feeling so blue and i don't know what to do" entry.

the recap: what have i been up to lately? not much buttercup. i don't know... eric and i went to a wedding a couple weeks ago. it was ok, i didn't know the couple so it was more a party and usually i'm crying like a baby, but not this time. after the wedding we headed over to pier 23 for eileen and rick's last time there. it was fun, got drunk and in the pics i look really red! ok, i look like a tomato. hmmm... it was cliff's bday celebration last friday. dinner at red robin and then hanging out at club 380. it was fun to just chill with everyone and even mr. cinco made a cameo appearance. this past sunday, eric and i went to the alameda art and wine fair. it was ok... just walked around and looked at all the useless junk people are selling. i did however get kendal a dog tag since she does not have one yet and she has a tendency to run away. oh... here is a pic when we hung out at jane and oscar's place for rick and eileen's "adios amigos" night. oscar was our bartender that night and we played texas hold 'em - my favorite game!

eileen, alan, chris, eric, rick, me and jane


ok... why the attitude? not sure. like i said, been quite stressed out lately. i was able to vent some of it to the boyfriend and roomie. but i still feel some residual stress and anxiety. to get away from my own stresses, what else? oh! i'm going to register to vote tomorrow. don't forget to register to vote. i think that this election is going to be a really important one. if you want to continue to live in a country where there is no leadership and the person who is suppose to run our country has no idea what he is doing, then forget it. just sit there and do nothing. but if you feel that we need better leadership and we need someone who knows what's best for our country then go out and register to vote and help make a difference. this is too important to pass up.

dieting... people are constantly dieting and honestly i am too. i'm on a point system and i've already lost 8.6 lbs! yay! at work there are a bunch of people who are doing this cleanse. it's a 10 day liquid diet that is supposed to detoxify your system and clean it out. basically all you will have is this drink made up of lemon juice, maple syrup, and cayenne pepper. that's it. some people have lost up to 15 lbs in 10 days doing this diet but it's not for rapid weight loss, it's a cleanse. i don't get it and i don't think i could last... i need food! good luck to those who are doing it and more power to you!

oh one more thing... i'm writing this blog in my living room!!!!! we finally have joined into the internet world. no more having to surf the net during my lunch breaks and having to go to eric's house. we now have 2 computers and soon we'll have them networked! yay!

so that is it for now... more later. maybe next time i'll feel better and be less stressed out and then my blog will more lively and happy like i usually am. blah.