untitled...

i don't even know what to title this entry since i feel like this is going to be one of those rambling ones! many changes had to be made to my blog so i decided to change the background as well. had to keep it green for my first place A's.

so where do i begin? it's been such a long time since i've last wrote something. i don't think the posting of my A's pictures even counts... even though they are an important part of my life. what would i do without baseball? it really has been my escape. my way of forgetting about the stresses of everyday life. when things are tough, i just turn on the game or i would drag eric to another game. it's funny how you forget about the things that are bothering you when you are surrounded by the sights, sounds, and smells of something that makes you happy.

i'm not sure even where i am going with this entry... there has been so many things going on that i don't even know if it's all worth mentioning. i've been thinking about choosing differents paths when it comes to my career. i've been thinking a lot about the future and what i need to do to ensure that i have security later in my life. i've been thinking about the people in my life. i know that the people who i call my friends now are the ones who i know are my true friends. many friends have come and gone throughout my life but the ones who are near and dear to me are the ones that i trust and turn to. i've learned that corporate america is very... what's the word that i want to say? i don't even know! it's such a touchy subject and i don't even know what to say cause i don't know if people i don't want to read this is even reading this! i hope that the choices that i have made and the ones that i will make will be the right ones.

i think that's it for now... it's time to change the music i am listening to ("look what you've done" by jett). it's making me depressed. more later.